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so, i am saposed to be doing studying.....but i got bored and i played on youtube for a while.
i think i have a special talent.
my mom is sitting across the table from me and i managed to keep a completely straight face while watching this.....

no squealing or laughing~ ^ ^

to start off~
does any one know where i can find Love Beyond Frontier 2 episodes, with Chinese subs(pinyin or characters)???
(i know there is english, but the person doesn't update enough, and i can watch without subs, but i only about every other line, and Peak's voice can get way high, for me to understand sometimes.....and not going to lie, her teeth really are distracting)

i like really hate that it's constantly hot an all, and that i should be thankful for the rain, but all these storms are scaring me~
::ㅠ.ㅠ::
i have the biggest window of my house. it's like like the size of a wall, and i constantly keep the blinds open
(mainly out of boredum. my neighbors are very intresting though~ they're are like these two guys, that are like so cute together. it's like real life yaoi^ ^)
anyways~
so it has recently become an OCD thing to have my blinds open 24/7, which has been scaring the crap out of me with these big storms~
i think i recently discovered i am afraid of thunder and lightingㅠ.ㅠ

if you look out my window, this is what you see~


scary, huh???

in other news~
my step sister's grandmom and aunt are coming to stay at my house for a while. they haven't even said when they are leaving.
know, just to fill you in a bit, they are the source of all things evil.

The grandmom is the most stuck up lady ever. you see, her son (my step dad, which is nothing like them~) is a rocket scientist and the daughter (the aunt who is coming) is some high-nothch gene scientist. so you can imagine how proud the old lady is~

i have always been taught to always listen and respect elders, but really, even my mom and step dad can't stand them. and usually my mom would yell at me horribly if i wouldn't give my room to them, but she told me not to, and that my room was my only escape. and plus, i would put up pictures of a half-naked Vanness Wu, just to spite them~ ^ ^

now, hopefully, i can stay at other's people's houses periodicly( my brother, sister, dad, friends~) but my mom said if all else fails, she will take me to work with her (she works at a college, so i sit in the library and can study there~)
and also on the bright side, they are bringing their dogs~ ^ ^

all they are going to be doing the whole time is spoiling my step sister. and trust me that girl does NOT need any more attention. until my mom married her dad she was a only child, and was always the center of attention. and she still acts that way now. i can't believe some of the things she says to our parents. i would be hit up side the head if i talked to my mom like that. luckily i grew up with my sister disciplining me when i talked back or threw tantrums, which was the best way for me to learn to respect my parents. and my parents even say she drives them crazy. she really does just think that the whole world revolves around her. and now her grandmom and aunt are going to just make it all worse. so i will def. be living in hell for a couple of weeks. but upside i will be on here alot. so hoplefully i can update all my fics
(all the next chapter off all my fics are like only a couple paragraphs from being done, but i am just majorly busy this week, so i really hope i can post soon~^ ^)

(sorry for so much posting, but i will have to study all day tomorrow, so i am getting it all out now~!)

well i am pretty much done for now~